" 'I will lift up mine eyes unto the
hills, from whence cometh my help.
My help cometh from the LORD,
Which made heaven and earth.
He will not suffer thy foot to be
Moved: he that keepeth thee will not slumber.
Behold, he that keepeth Israel
shall neither slumber nor sleep.
The LORD is thy keeper: the
LORD is thy shade upon thy right
Hand.
The sun shall not smite thee by
day, nor the moon by night.
The LORD shall preserve thee
from all evil: he shall preserve thy soul.
The LORD shall preserve thy going
out and thy coming in from this
time forth, and even forevermore.' "
He closed the book. It made him think of Louella, and he wished he hadn't chosen it. He looked at Taire. "Would you consider staying awhile and letting me teach you to read?" he asked.
"No!"
"Why not?"
"I said no! I just don't want to, okay?" She continued to pack.
"Okay, calm down. I won't make you read. But you should still stay, at least until you're well."
She stood, teetering, and declared, "There's nothing wrong with me. Only a little sunburn, and that will..." She trailed off as she noticed Aleck appeared to be falling. As she reached out to steady him, something hard and flat struck her in the face. She realized it was the floor.
Aleck dropped Taire into the rain barrel outside, and she came to with a shriek. She stood, feeling wet and a little foolish.
Aleck looked at her with a pleased expression on his face. "You were saying something about keeping dry, weren't you?"
After discovering the hard way that she couldn't climb out of the barrel without help, she relented and allowed herself to be carried from outside to the bathroom inside. Aleck deposited her without ceremony into the claw-footed tub and left her there while he heated up some water. When it was boiling, he mixed it with cold and carried it back to the bathroom. He couldn't help but stare. Taire had undressed and was standing nude, squeezing out the water from her clothes into the sink.
She stared fearlessly right back at him. "Are you finished?"
"Finished?"
"Looking at me. Are you finished, or did you want me to turn around?"
He flushed mightily and looked away. The blood circulation was much improved to certain other areas of his body, as well.
"Amazing," Taire commented. "A man with the decency to blush. Most men couldn't be bothered."
"I'm not most men," he muttered on his way out. He went back twice with more water, and didn't look either time. He didn't have to. He remembered what she looked like-in detail.
Taire was in the bathtub for a long time, soaking and scrubbing and considering her current situation. She had no rent to pay, a cellar full of cans, and no Rhiza to boss her around. She had it pretty good. She thought that maybe, if Aleck didn't take everything, she'd stay around for a while.
Aleck presented a special sort of problem. How could she possibly repay him for repeatedly saving her miserable life? She had literally been willing to die for the loss of Rhiza Sevier, who was good-looking, but domineering and manipulative. Aleck had picked her tenderly up out of the dirt, taken care of her, fed her, offered to teach her to read, and forced her to wake up and look at her situation in only two days, counting the day she had spent unconscious. Best of all, he had done it without violence or the threat of violence. No one else had ever had such a significant effect on her life in such a short time, and she'd been so ungrateful that it disgusted her to think of it now. It was Rhiza who had told her she shouldn't waste time learning to read. There was no reason anymore to believe without question that Rhiza knew best.
The next day, Aleck was gone when Taire woke up. She put on her clothes and wondered again at being an inch under five feet tall and having size nine feet, not to mention hands as big as a man's. She went to the bathroom and the ancient, spotted full-length mirror to critically examine her strange shape. She was painfully thin from her ailment, not that this was a huge change, and her face was still peeling from sunburn. She had narrow shoulders and hips, breasts that would have been concave if they were any smaller, a tummy that truly was concave, short legs and a long body. She looked like an elf or a fairy, minus the pointy ears. So why had Aleck reacted the way he had to seeing her disrobed? Lack of female human contact, she reckoned. Or maybe he was amazed at how ugly she really was.
He was back early in the afternoon. Taire had not yet had lunch, so Aleck fixed it for her though she pleaded no appetite. She was surprised at how hungry she was. Aleck was an excellent cook, in a generation that hadn't seen enough food to be good cooks. They ate and he sent her back to bed. She would have protested, but she felt the weakness creeping back into her limbs, so she dutifully crawled between the sheets. Sleep came easily, despite all she had on her mind.
Aleck looked at her sleeping form for a long time. Rhiza had told him that he should keep an eye out for a "short, funny-looking gal" by the name of Taire, with brown hair and big blue eyes. Aleck knew it was her.
He couldn't believe she was a prostitute. It explained her unabashed nakedness before him, and her cool perception of the habits of "most men," but he didn't want it to be true.
But if it were true, why would she have been out scavenging, the first time he'd seen her, instead of hanging around the grouping, waiting for customers? And how had she developed the courage to leave a pimp who now wanted her dead?
He couldn't turn her in. There was no way. But he also didn't want to put his sisters in jeopardy, so he'd have to be very careful not to say anything, and not to let Taire out of the cabin until he was completely sure she was out of danger. By now, it was clear to him that he was growing attached to her. Though he knew it was a bad idea to care so much about someone he knew so little about, he knew Taire was a special case. She was tough and efficient, qualities that made a good scavenger-true, she had not found the cellar, but she had found other things in places he wouldn't have thought to look. She was very direct, a generally admirable quality, and could, on occasion, have a streak of irony to her humor. She was sensitive, a rarity in this day and age, and she was-if only in his humble opinion-beautiful. He wasn't certain whether or not she was a prostitute, but at this point he didn't care if she was the Whore of Babylon. She would never have to earn her wages on her back again.
When Taire woke up, it was dark out, and Aleck was gone again. She lay in bed for a long time, thinking. How had Rhiza felt when she'd left him? What was he going to do? He had once threatened to kill her if she ever left him-and he only ever threatened anything once.
Flopping over onto her back, she wondered about Aleck. He was always leaving. Where did he go? He visited his sisters quite a bit, but what about the rest of the time? He was very reticent about it. Maybe he had a girlfriend. A redhead, perhaps, at least as tall as he was, with small, delicate hands and feet. Taire hated her already, though she didn't know quite why.
She got up morosely, lit a candle for light, dressed, ate. She found some yarn and knitting needles and knitted clumsily for a few minutes, reminiscing about how she and her aunt would knit to take their minds off hunger all those starving years ago. She had knitted ten rows when Aleck finally made an appearance. He had been at dinner with his sisters, and had brought back a gingery pear tart that his sister had made from a can of pears out of their cellar.
"You have to try this. Come on, sit down."
Taire rolled her eyes, but she sat. She took a bite and raised her eyebrows. "This is great! Where did your sister learn to cook?"
He put a finger to his lips. "Undisclosed sources."
"Well, next time you see her, tell her that I really appreciate this."
"I can't. She doesn't know about you."
"Why not?"
Aleck said, "Because a man named Rhiza Sevier wants to kill you."
Instead of being shocked, amazed, or horrified, she just nodded. "I thought he would, eventually."
"Did you work for him?" he asked carefully.
She stopped chewing. "How do you mean?"
"Rhiza had a lot of little businesses on the side, but for the most part, he was a pimp."
She put her spoon down and looked sad. "Oh, Aleck, is that how you think of me?"
"Taire! No!"
"Then why did you ask?"
"Curiosity. Willingness to take you away from him, if you wanted to go. No one should have to live like that."
"Well, I never have lived like that," she said, "and I can't see how you would think so. I'm too ugly to be any kind of whore."
"You think you're ugly?"
Taire hung her head and didn't answer.
"Taire, I think you're beautiful."
Taire snorted. "You must be awfully near-sighted."
"Better than twenty-twenty out of both eyes. Taire." He stumbled and reddened over his next statement. "I think I've fallen in love with you."
Taire looked up, her pale eyes as round as saucers. "You what!?"
"Love you," Aleck repeated.
"You don't fall in love with someone after two days!"
"I didn't. I've been thinking about you since I first saw you, six days ago."
Taire was growing flustered and embarrassed. "Well, for crying out loud, Aleck!" She said in exasperation. "I need time. I need time to think."
"You can think by yourself, if you need to. Or I can stay, and we can talk about it."
"No, no; stick around. Let's discuss this. Why did you fall in love with me?"
"Why not? Where's the harm in it? Besides, it's not as if I had much choice."
"You realize I have to try to talk you out of it."
"Fair enough. I'm going to try to talk you into it."
"What?"
"I can think of twelve reasons why you should be in love with me."
"Twelve?"
"Twelve. First of all, I'm much nicer to you than Rhiza could possibly have ever been. Second..."
"Stop!" she was laughing. "This is too much. You're too much." She sat and smiled for a moment. "Where do you go during the day? You don't spend every day with your sisters."
"I work for Rhiza. I don't enjoy it."
Taire grinned. "I thought you had a girlfriend. I was jealous."
He leaned over to kiss her, and upset the candle. Fortunately, it went out before it hit the planks, but even if the cabin had burned down around them, they wouldn't have given it another thought.
They were still awake when the sun rose. They lay snuggled together under the covers and watched the sky explode in slow motion into deep reds, oranges and yellows. Never in her life had Taire been so content. She and Aleck were together.
"What's the matter with you today, man?" Rhiza demanded of Aleck later in the day. "You're walking around like you're half asleep!"
"I am half asleep," Aleck muttered.
Rhiza chuckled. "You get lucky last night?"
"That's none of your damn business."
"I knew it. Who were you with? Not one of my girls."
"A friend of my sister's."
Riza laughed again. "Why don't you go on home and rest up?"
When Aleck was out of earshot, Rhiza called to Patricia. "He knows where Taire is," he said. "Follow him and kill them both."
"How do you know it's her?" Patricia inquired.
"Who else could it be? He wasn't at the grouping last night, and none of you girls were anywhere else."
Patricia, who was an excellent marksman, loaded one of her favorite handguns with just two bullets, sure that was all she'd need.
Following his tracks was easy. They led to an old log house, the traditional kind with three rooms. She got her gun out and cocked it. Strong hands grasped hers from behind, forced her gun hand up, and fired both bullets into the air. Then the gun was wrested from her grip and it was used to knock her unconscious.
Aleck dropped Patricia and looked down at her with disdain. The gun he pocketed, deciding not to let her keep it, loaded or unloaded.
Taire went outside to see what had gone on. "Are you all right?"
"Rhiza had me followed," he said. "I think he knows about you."
"Then we need to leave," Taire said. "He'll track us here."
"He'll track us forever. I'd rather fight. You go," he said. "I have to stay."
Taire glared at him. "You know I can't go if you don't."
He studied her for a moment, then turned from her to Patricia, who was still unconscious on the ground.
"What are we going to do with her?" Taire asked. "She'll tell Rhiza where we are when she gets back."
"She isn't going back. Not until she's killed us, or we've killed her. And you might as well get up, Patricia, because I know when someone is conscious and when they're not."
Patricia came up with a knife from her boot and lurched at Aleck, knocking him down. She was surprisingly strong; Aleck's equal or better. He rolled her into the corner of the cabin, slamming her repeatedly into the hard wood, but she was unfazed. The knife drew dangerously closer to his neck, despite Aleck's best efforts against it. The knife was inches away. He pushed and she pushed, he grunted and she grunted, he cursed and she laughed. The point of the knife was just an inch away, then just touching his neck, then just piercing the skin...
Then Taire shot Patricia with her penlaser. The beam entered under her arm and propelled her over to one side, instantly killing her. The knife flew harmlessly off to her left, and Aleck was bleeding, but spared. He stood up, hurriedly stumbled backward a few feet, and fell to the ground again. Taire was at his side in a flash, checking him all over for wounds.
"Taire, I'm fine, I'm all right," Aleck said. "You saved me."
"You're welcome. Now get up and tell me what we're going to do."
It was half a day before Rhiza showed up. The sun was starting to set, dying with a whimper as it always had, streaking the sky with pale color before sinking sadly behind the horizon. It was nearly dark.
He'd brought with him, among several other people, two of his favorite girls, Elene and Deed. They'd been a little resistant at first, but once he'd shown them the pistol he had with him they were quite well behaved. Aleck would give Taire up readily when faced with danger to his beloved sisters, his only family in the world.
"Alexander!" He called.
Inside, Aleck and Taire paused as they packed Taire's things. The plan had been that Taire would go to Aleck's sisters' house, and Aleck would stay behind. They'd had no idea that Rhiza would check up on Patricia so quickly.
Before Aleck could stop her, Taire went outside. "Rhiza," she said, as if nothing had happened, "I'm glad to see you. I was just packing my things. Will you come inside?"
"I'm going to beat you until you can't stand up!"
"Oh, Rhiza!" Taire scolded playfully. "Stop fooling. Patricia's inside; she hurt her ankle on the way over and I had to take care of her, or I would have come back sooner. I was so happy when she told me you wanted me to come back! I thought you would never want to see me again, since you were with someone new. Come in; I'll fix you something to eat while I pack, and then we can go back together." She looked around. "Rhiza, who are all these people?"
Rhiza grabbed her by the throat. She yelped in pain and surprise.
"I told you once that if you ever left me, I would kill you," Rhiza said through gritted teeth.
"I thought you wanted me to leave!" protested Taire, putting on her best dumb act.
"Where's Aleck?"
Taire feigned a quizzical expression. "Who?"
Disgusted, Rhiza threw her aside. He charged past her into the cabin, calling Aleck by name. Taire went in after him, calling, "There's no one here! Why don't you believe me?"
Aleck, who wisely had hidden himself, looked on from his closet as Rhiza gave the room he was in a thorough search. Just as Rhiza was about to search the closet, Taire took his arm gently and turned him about.
"There's no one here. Just you and me."
"Bull. Where is he?"
"I still don't know what you're talking about, Rhiza. Sit down, have a bite to eat, let me get my things and let's go. Unless..." she smiled coyly, "...you'd like to show me how much you missed me?"
Rhiza smiled back. He took Taire into his arms and kissed her, beginning to remove her dress as he did so, nearly driving Aleck out of the closet in a fury of jealousy. Then Rhiza stopped.
"Where's Patricia?" he asked suspiciously. By then it was too late.
He gave a squall of pain, and there was a stench and sound of frying flesh and hair. Rhiza stumbled back, a fatal cut from Taire's penlaser bleeding freely in his neck. He reeled forward, past the closet door, and Aleck emerged. Grabbing Rhiza from behind, he stuck his thumb directly into the cut, tearing loose where the laser had seared off blood vessels, making the blood flow even harder. Rhiza flailed about to throw him off, but his strength was ebbing fast. Finally, he was dead.
Breathing heavily, covered in blood, they lay on the floor, exhausted.
"Rhiza?" a deep male voice hailed.
Taire and Aleck exchanged glances.
"Rhiza, what should we do with the guy's sisters?" the voice continued.
Aleck blanched. His sisters! What were they doing here?
"Should we kill them?" The soldier called after a silence.
"No!" Aleck called back. "Let me do it. Get out of here, I'm busy."
"Okay," the other man said, "we'll wait outside." Then, quietly, "Horny bastard."
"What now?" Taire asked in a hushed tone.
"I don't know," Aleck said.
"There were half a dozen people, not including two women who were tied up by their wrists..."
There was a yell of pain and rage outside and a shout in a male voice: "You slut!" A sharp slap followed, and a whimper that sounded to Aleck like Elene.
Aleck's face turned puce. He stood and looked for a weapon, then ducked down at a shout of, "There's the bastard!" A shot rang off the window frame. Taire thrust a can of peas into his hand, and he chucked it out the window at one of the men. His aim was true. The man fell with a great crash, dragging Elene with him to the ground. Elene scrambled to her feet and dashed for the cabin, with Taire covering her from the door with a loaded shotgun. She cocked the gun with a vicious jerk and shot down two of the men. Ducking back inside to reload, she sweated as shots zinged off the door frame and through the door past her. How could she kill so blithely? It had happened so fast! She cursed herself for her soft way of thinking and for her slowness. Her nervous fingers felt like sausages, fumbling the bullets into the gun.
"Taire," Aleck hailed, "Deed's coming!"
Taire resumed her post at the door, saw Deed in ... and watched in amazement as two more men fell to shots neither she nor Aleck had fired! Two men were left now, and they glanced around wildly as shots continued from an unseen source. One was shot down, and the last began to run, frantically looking for his assailant, screaming, "Don't kill me! I surrender! Mercy! Please!"
Louella rose from her hiding place in the bushes and shot him anyway. She lowered her gun and slowly walked to the place where the men lay. She knelt, crossed herself, and said the Last Rites, as the last pope ever to occupy that holy station had given all Catholics the power to do in the absence of a priest. She stood, gave the stunned people inside the cabin a brief nod, and coolly strolled off to the west.
When the shock had worn off somewhat, Aleck hugged his sisters and Taire.
"Elene, Deirdre, this is Taire," he said.
"You're what he's been hiding from us!" Elene seized Taire and kissed her heartily on both cheeks.
"Welcome to the family," Deed said, hugging Taire as enthusiastically as her exuberant younger sister.
Taire glanced at Aleck, who was turning very red from embarrassment at his sisters' high-spirited greeting. Taire smiled at him. To his sisters, she said, "It's very good to meet you both. Aleck's forever talking about you."
"He hasn't mentioned you at all. I'm afraid we know nothing about you. You'll have to tell us everything!"
Taire smiled, happier than she'd been in a long, long time.
A few months passed. Taire and Aleck were still together, living in the cabin with Aleck's sisters. Since Aleck had not had to go to Rhiza's every day, he'd had more time to spend with his family. Taire married Aleck in the spring. Over the following few months, Taire's thin frame had filled out considerably, though not from all the food she'd been eating.
Taire sat in the rocker, a book balanced on her ample pregnant belly as she struggled to sound out the words:
" 'I will lift up mine eyes unto the
hills, from whence cometh my help.
My help cometh from the LORD,
Which made heaven and earth.
He will not suffer thy foot to be
Moved: he that keepeth thee will not
slumber.
Behold, he that keepeth Israel
shall neither slumber nor sleep.
The LORD is thy keeper: the
LORD is thy shade upon thy right
Hand.
The sun shall not smite thee by
day, nor the moon by night.
The LORD shall preserve thee
from all evil: he shall preserve thy soul.
The LORD shall preserve thy going
out and thy coming in from this
time forth, and even forevermore.' "
The words were still foreign to her, sounding odd and old-world. She placed a hand on her abdomen, for the infant within had stirred and kicked. Laughing softly, she said, "You want out, don't you? You've got three more months left, so quit complaining." He kicked again.
"Aleck," she called, "come and feel him kick."
Dutifully, Aleck approached and touched his wife's distended midsection. He was rewarded with several emphatic kicks. "My strong son," he said proudly. "You'll be big like Daddy one day."
"What if she gets big like Mama?"
"Then she'd better be married to the son of a bitch responsible."
Taire laughed. "Seriously," she said, "have you thought of any girl names you like?"
He looked thoughtful. "I think Louella would be appropriate," he said, "don't you?"
"I like that." She smoothed her dress over her tummy. "Louella."